Beta #2 drawn, waiting…

So my second beta was this morning. I need to stop googling but I can’t help it. I’ve transitioned into pregnancy psychosis. I was so tired yesterday I left work at 3:40 when all the patients were gone and flopped into my bed at 4pm, waking up at 7pm. This morning I woke up and felt better than I have in a while, which made me nervous. When I feel sick I know I’m pregnant, and when I feel normal I start to worry my numbers are declining. I don’t think the worrying ever stops. So many posts on blogs and the support groups on FB about how women’s numbers have gone down and they lost their pregnancy. I’m hoping that my numbers are steadily rising. I’m looking forward to those results… I hope they don’t keep me waiting!

1st beta – 64
2nd beta- ???