I’m convinced this transfer has resulted in a chemical pregnancy. I’ve been having dry heaves and exhaustion reminiscent of my pregnancy with Hawk, but my HPTs are so so light and they are not getting any darker. I’m close to tears at work and it’s so frustrating. This shit fucking sucks. I thought it was easier, but it’s harder in a way? Or I don’t have the strength and stomach for this that I once had. I’m so thankful to have my sweet boy. I wonder if I should have stopped there. I don’t know if I can keep doing this? I’m sorry for this post, but it’s how I’m feeling.
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Our Friggin' IVF Journey 
Girlfriend, who in the world are you apologizing to in that last line? You have nothing to be sorry about. This shit is hard. I don’t know why or how it feels harder and easier at the same time, but that’s what it is. I’m sorry it’s not looking so good right now. No matter what happens, you’re a rockstar for putting yourself through this yet again. ❤
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No apologising! Even the 2nd time around, this is hard. Infertility trauma doesn’t go anywhere. Sending lots of hugs.
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I hope you are doing ok. Like the others have said, no need to apologize for your feelings! Hugs
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