Woof. I had a long weekend. Friday I had a wedding, Saturday I had a wedding, and yesterday I edited my ass off, as well as wrote out invitations to my baby shower with my mother, mother in law, and sister in laws. That was a fun reprieve 🙂
I’m close to finishing editing one wedding, I have 4 waiting in the wings. I’ve decided to outsource a couple weddings for editing. I don’t remember what free time is like. I’m exhausted. At $0.32 an image it won’t be cheap, but it will be worth some sanity.. and I’d like to say free time, but I still have other weddings to edit it those weddings’ place, so let’s be real here. I have 6 weddings left to shoot, the last being in November, and then I have a break until MAY. I can’t wait.
This morning as I was getting ready for work I was doing deep breathing to avoid vomiting. At one point it didn’t help any longer and I thought I was just gagging, but no, I vomited into my palm. I ran into the bathroom and wretched hard, I couldn’t breathe because my nose became blocked up, which made things worse. Eventually I was able to stop puking and blow my nose, and resume deep breathing. I scared the shit out of my dog. I texted my co workers I’d be a little late thanks to that episode. I’ve been tired and ill feeling ever since. I want to sleep like you wouldn’t believe. I’m really cranky, tired, and have no patience whatsoever. I’ve also had a few episodes of diarrhea last night and this morning. Good times. I can fully admit I’m not one of those “I feel amazing I am mother” pregnant ladies. I’m tired and bitchy. It is what it is. Don’t get me wrong, I WILL TAKE IT! It’s taken me years to get here, but I just want to go to bed.
Also, my nipple is so sore I can’t even brush it. Wtf is up with that? The whole boob is sore. Meh. End bitchy post!
22 weeks on Wednesday.
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Haha! Welcome to pregnancy!!! Not much you can do other than go with the flow and rest whenever practical. xx
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I feel like everyone at my work thinks I’m a big baby but this shit is fucking rough, man! lol
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They probably do think that but it’s because they can’t relate to it. But you can’t let it get to you too much as it’s out of your control. If you know you’re doing your best then that’s all that matters. 😘
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I totally hear you! I threw up into my hand running to the bathroom once too. Not fun. And yeah, nipples get sooooo sore. They hurt worse when I was pregnant than now that I’m nursing for sure. I was bitchy a lot of the time too. But someone commented on your previous blog, it’s just getting the people around you prepared for later, which is so true. The changing hormones made me so cranky/weepy/bitchy/lovey/everything for about a month after. I wasn’t expecting it. Hang in!
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Yeah last week I also threw up into my hand as couldn’t make it to the bathroom in time! Happened before work too. Then I had to clean up the sick which had gotten everywhere. Those parts of pregnancy aren’t so fun! It sounds like you are exhausted, hope you get to catch up on some rest soon!
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