I will be having blood work on Monday so I can start a provera period. My natural period stopped coming, no shocker there. After that I’ll go on BC, and after our insurance approves our cycle we’ll get started. I haven’t heard from my insurance since the fertility center submitted the paperwork for this cycle. I’m a little nervous with all that’s going on here that I won’t be able to do ANY IVF cycles. I read this proposed “Personhood” bill that would make IVF out of the question for anyone. Scary times, among other things.
I’ve been feeling really detached from IVF. Still going to therapy, in a major depressive episode, and it’s not just because of IVF. I’ve been going to spin and yoga and trying my best to keep going. I had a wedding expo last weekend and I’ve been pretty busy.
It feels like I’ll never be a mom. Never have kids. I don’t know.