Hysteroscopy done.

I had my hysceroscopy done today. Dr. P said there were a bunch of polyps in my uterus- she cut them out and now it’s all cleaned out. I was too drugged up to ask any other questions- but I will be asking more at my follow up January 3rd. I hope this means my uterus is ready to hold a baby to full term now. I’ve started putting effort into my hair and make-up again, and I went to yoga last night for the first time since before I found out I was pregnant. I’m really overweight – thank you, depression eating, so I’m going to focus on getting back into shape.


That’s it for now. I’m enjoying everyone’s great news on my newsfeed here ❤

Pregnancy announcements are killing me.

So many people in my social circle are pregnant. I can’t stand it. Announcement after announcement after damn mother fucking announcement. I’m so happy for them but it hurts me so badly. I cannot control it. It hurts so deep. Someone just posted they’re pregnant with their third. I know it’s my age bracket (I just turned 29) but it’s killing me.

All the Hulu commercials we get watching tv are baby related. Fucking stop. Please. Please 😦


(none of this is related to anyone I follow here on the blogs or in the IVF groups I’m apart of. I hope I didn’t offend anyone here.)