I spoke with Dr. P. She says the heartbeat is really strong, so sadly we remain in limbo. She said sometimes it’s hard to get a good measurement this early on in pregnancy, so we just have to wait and see. I have another ultrasound next Tuesday to see what’s going on. She said if theres a strong heartbeat next week she will graduate me to my OBGYN. She said that if this pregnancy does goes to term she doesn’t want me to miss out on first trimester testing. I told her I hadn’t stopped my meds, and she said I could stop the Estrace but to continue my progesterone. I skipped last night because I felt it was over, so I’ll start that up again.
Now to add more worry, I just went and tried to have a BM and I strained. Afterward I had some pink/cloudy red bleeding down there. I called and left my care team a message. Who knows what’s going on. I’m so confused and lost. I don’t want to have false hope, but I don’t want to leave my little one on their own to fight alone. This hurts.
Our Friggin' IVF Journey 
What a difficult place for you. It’s so hard to try to prepare and protect yourself while also hoping. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this. Still praying for your little bean. ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
It’s crazy. I feel crazy. thank you ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
I haven’t checked in for a while and I’m so sorry to read about everything you have been going through! I will be sending positive thoughts that your little fighter keeps growing and also for your mental well-being… this must be so hard to go through and dealing with the unknown. Thinking of you!!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Oh man what a tough position to be in. Fingers crossed this one is a little fighter xx
LikeLike