Refresh. Refresh. Refresh.

I’m sitting here refreshing my orders page on my fertility center’s patient portal. I’m scared I’m going to get a bad phone call any minute. AHHH! Generally they just update the portal with information and phone calls are reserved for the “you’re pregnant!” call and the “you’re no longer pregnant” call. I’M SO SCARED. I came home after my blood work and slept as long as I could, and the rest of the time is me hitting refresh over and over again. Sometimes the website fakes me out and takes longer to load, like there’s new information there or something. Ugh.

I had a dream last night I was going in to the hospital and to give birth. My contractions weren’t close enough together so I was going to be waiting a while. I even thought to myself false alarm, and they might send me home.

14 thoughts on “Refresh. Refresh. Refresh.

  1. unplannedinfertility says:

    You need to update your settings to allow more than 3 replies in a thread haha. No, it was Bedford NH. It’s a much smaller place. 9 or 10 seats. I’m usually in and out on Saturday. More of a wait on weekdays, but nothing major. All the seats were full on Saturday and 2 husbands went to sit in the car so they could give their seat to a woman waiting.

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