3dp5dt

Of course the TWW is driving me crazy already. I don’t have any symptoms, but I wouldn’t would I? Implantation is usually 4dp5dt, so that would be tomorrow. I don’t feel positive like I did the last time. I really hope this worked. I never thought I would feel sad and bitter when I saw other people getting pregnant or having babies but it’s weighing me down. My FB is seriously just full of babies. I run my business page through FB otherwise I’d just shut it down for a while. I feel really anxious and disheartened. I can’t take this anymore with much gusto. I know I should put out the positive vibes but it’s really hard to after all this time. We’ve hit 2 years of trying as of last week. It feels like it’s never going to happen.

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10 thoughts on “3dp5dt

  1. mmkrn says:

    Do not feel bad about not being positive all the time- it’s so hard to be positive all the time when you’ve been through such shit! Thinking of you, and keeping all my fingers and toes crossed for you that this sticks!

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